Sometimes it seems that people take their life for granted. How do we measure “life”. Is it a board game where we are all racing to get to the finish so we can die! I sure hope not. When you live within the realm of reality life takes a huge toll. Oh how I wish things were simple and could be changed by spinning the wheel of a life. To know that two steps forward would bring health and happiness. Yet how true to form is the chaos of that unknown world we live in. Oh if you knew the depths of pain and joy within the game of life I play. Yet I keep spinning away knowing Him who set-up my game of life.
What is this thing we call life
A fusion of the body
Well, life is interesting. I am recovering from my surgery. It is hard to have to keep off my feet. I have had my left foot and ankle fused together. Time will tell if things work out. My God is all that is keeping me together, many of the doctors and nurses wonder how I keep such a positive attitude. I know it is all due to God. Well life goes on. And to God be the Glory. Oh yeah… there is my foot!
Life keeps rolling to the tune of Charcot Neuropathic Joint
Well, it is amazing to see that God is not done with me yet. I don’t understand what is happening! Time after time I end up needing a major surgery! I know that God is in control of all of this, and that is where I find my strength. Yet why does God desire to use me to bring glory to Himself.
My Valentine’s day 2006 will be spent having my foot and ankle fused together! It is hard to be facing such a long road of recovery. I just found out two weeks ago that I have Charcot Neuropathic Joint, it basically means that my foot will break down. So….. I am having surgery to help prevent any more break down.
I feel like I have a lot to tell but no way to express it. Continue Reading…
Death best becomes me at times
It is amazing how you can view the frail life that we have. I have just had another major surgery and I am sick of being sick. You never know how much good health is true life than when your health sucks. I am at wits ends with the current problems. But I find that this is the point where my faith in God is true and strong. I know my faith has wavered in recent days but as I recover from my hospitalization God is healing my weary heart. It is in the moments of total helpless fear that you see who you are. Are you a complete fake and you have no substance or are you a genuine person who has bad days but you love God and want to do his will. Continue Reading…
Faith in the moments we wait with uncertainty on God
What is faith? It is the confident assurance that what we hope for is going to happen. It is the evidence of things we cannot yet see. I believe that God has given us faith so that we can see the unseen. In life there are so many times when we are faced with decisions. I am faced with a decision right now. There is a path that I can see clearly with my eyes and then there is the path which I can only see by faith. Everything within me tells me to take the easy way but my faith is stronger than that desire. It is the time to wait on the Lord.
Certain uncertainty when looking for the road through the fog
I am at a crossroad in my life right now. The only thing that I know for sure is that I desire to follow God with all of my heart, mind, soul, and strength. How does that happen? Lord, how do I find this life? I want the job of my dreams but I don’t know what my dream is. The only thing that I know with any certainty is God is in control. Through my eyes I see an uncertain future but through my faith I feel a certain course. The hardest part is seeing the road through the fog.
