Tag Archive - Walking on Toes

Walking on toes while taking drugs

008_155Have you ever noticed that life seems to always be running far enough ahead of you that you never catch up. I have a broken toe. Yeah that little incident that i had a few weeks ago did more damage than I thought. I broke the toe right where the doctor fused it in March. The funny thing is that I feel totally indifferent about it. I figure that it is just a minor thing compared to everything else that happens. I found out that what i thought was a small cut on that toe was actually a deep tear that went to the bone. I am so happy that I can’t feel that at all.

On the mental front I am starting to feel normal again… not that i have ever been normal. I have been trying to cut out all pain med out of my system and so far I have cut down the amount I take. I know that my body is in a slight state of shock over the change but I know that it will be best for my health. Continue Reading…

Update on a broken toe…

22_244The doctor appointment went well. He was not as concerned about what had happened. I am still able to walk so i am very thankful. Thanks for praying and I will write more details later.

Illness, sorrow, and despair while trusting God and asking Him why

033_147I am frustrated because i cant see the doctor til tomorrow. My biggest fear right now is that i will have to have surgery to pin the toe. I seem to know when something is wrong that requires surgeries and i have that feeling right now. How many emotional beatings can i take? I feel so beaten down right now both physically and mentally. I think people can not fathom what I feel and cannot understand how a soul can feel so beaten after 5 years of relentless illness, sorrow, and despair. Continue Reading…

A bloody mess leads to an ER visit

010_200At 12:30 am on Saturday i took my boot off to find a lot of blood. My fourth toe on my left foot (which only has 4 toes) was all bent under my foot and bloody. I am not sue what happened but it can’t be good. I will find out more this week as i need to see my doctor soon.