Well I thought I should finally let you know how I am doing. I have been walking finally! I have to use crutches to get around but I am so happy to be able to get around easier. I know that things are going to stay solid in my fused foot. I know that God is able to take care of all the needs that I have in life. Yet even though I know that God is providing for me I am still tired and weary at heart. I have been ill for so long it is hard to see that I can live free from all of this pain and illness. I live in fear of the set backs that have plagued me. It is easy to sit in fear of the unknown future. The only way that I can overcome this doubt is knowing that I can’t overcome this doubt. I am a human and my built-in instinct is to doubt what God can do. If life were just this depressing outlook I think I would get off the train. Continue Reading…
Doubtful… Programing… Instinct… Faith…
Rabbit Trail No.1
I am sitting here wondering what to write down. But nothing comes to my mind. I am at peace with everything in my life right now. My foot seems to be holding up really well. I saw the doctor and he put a new cast on my leg and told me to start putting weight on my foot. I am confident that all will be ok right now. I think back to the times when my life was seemed to be falling apart and I didn’t know which way to go. That seems like a distant memory from today. How easily we forget what really matters. I am so thankful to God for what he has brought me through. And now I don’t have anything to say but I know that is a few words something will jump into my mind….. I am going to a place called the Melting Pot tomorrow with my mom and sister to celebrate my birthday tomorrow. It is a lot of fun to eat fondu…… Fondu is a great way to eat. Continue Reading…
Speechlessness best becomes me when awe ensues
It has been a week since I found out about my foot starting to heal. I am still completely speechless when I think of what God has done for me. I am in total awe. I am thinking of how faithful He is to me. I am so thankful! Never doubt what God is able to do! Enjoy who God is this week and trust in His unfailing love! God bless you all during this next week.
The sovereignty of God expressed in a mortal man
So, today I went to the doctor to find out what will be happening to my foot. First let me say that I went to the doctor with my mind prepared that I would be looking at a major surgery and months of recovery. I know God is in control and I rest and trust in Him.
The doctor last saw me 6 weeks ago and at that point my foot was moving a good amount. Today they preformed a stress test on my foot. A stress test requires the doctor to use a lot of force to move my foot and measure how far it moves. It is not a “happy” thing to go through. So, I grit my teeth and the doc moved my foot around. I thought that it moved a lot and I was preparing to schedule the surgery in my mind. I am so sick of being sick….. yet I know that God is in control. Continue Reading…
Awaiting God’s blessing regardless of the outcomes of life
Today was a great day. I truly know and believe that God is in control of my life. I will find out on tuesday what will be happening to my foot. I am confident that God is able to heal my foot if he chooses. I am so thankful for the peace that comes from knowing that God is able. Please be praying as I wait on God to do as He wills.
I also pray that you may also know that God is in complete control of every aspect of your life. My knowledge, passion, and faith testifies to the truth that God is able, willing, and ready to help you.
May God bless you in your life today.
