It is amazing how you can view the frail life that we have. I have just had another major surgery and I am sick of being sick. You never know how much good health is true life than when your health sucks. I am at wits ends with the current problems. But I find that this is the point where my faith in God is true and strong. I know my faith has wavered in recent days but as I recover from my hospitalization God is healing my weary heart. It is in the moments of total helpless fear that you see who you are. Are you a complete fake and you have no substance or are you a genuine person who has bad days but you love God and want to do his will. Continue Reading…
Death best becomes me at times
Faith in the moments we wait with uncertainty on God
What is faith? It is the confident assurance that what we hope for is going to happen. It is the evidence of things we cannot yet see. I believe that God has given us faith so that we can see the unseen. In life there are so many times when we are faced with decisions. I am faced with a decision right now. There is a path that I can see clearly with my eyes and then there is the path which I can only see by faith. Everything within me tells me to take the easy way but my faith is stronger than that desire. It is the time to wait on the Lord.
Certain uncertainty when looking for the road through the fog
I am at a crossroad in my life right now. The only thing that I know for sure is that I desire to follow God with all of my heart, mind, soul, and strength. How does that happen? Lord, how do I find this life? I want the job of my dreams but I don’t know what my dream is. The only thing that I know with any certainty is God is in control. Through my eyes I see an uncertain future but through my faith I feel a certain course. The hardest part is seeing the road through the fog.