Archive - August 11, 2006

A long road with my Lord through a valley of despair

AGPix_jamesnedresky_0116_LgSo….. I went to the doctor today. Lets just say that everyone there was surprised to see me today. I had an appointment on tuesday and upon leaving then everything was looking great. Today is a new day indeed. After they were over the shock that my foot was moving the doctor tried to figure out what was happening to my foot. the first x-ray showed that everything looked great. Well that was a bit puzzling since I knew that my foot was moving. Next we did a different x-ray called a “stress x-ray” (from the hame you can infer that it is a tid bit painful) which was able to show that the fusion has indeed failed. Continue Reading…

Sleep is no escape from lost hope and uncertainty

The Light at the End of the TunnelI fell asleep last night after the stress of finding out my surgery failed. Sleep was a haven for me last night. As I fell deep asleep there were no fears, doubts, worries, or anguish in my mind. I was adrift in the peace of my mind… It was kind of pleasant…

Then I woke up and the peace was obliterated by the in rush of reality. I was still here with a totally messed up foot and a lot of uncertainty.

So that is the situation I find myself in today.